“Oh no, the consequences of my actions”
Mental illness aside, the novel is a glimpse into a world view of a very pessimistic person, that made poor decisions in life while pushing those who loves him away. He doesn’t want to help himself as he think that he’s not worthy to be saved or incapable of it.
I would suggest not reading this book for too long, ideally you can read through this within 2 days, I imagine reading this for too long might affect your overall mood and mental state.
6/10. I don’t think I will re-read this one, would recommend to someone that into psychology tho.